Thursday, 30 January 2014

上瘾

好像对部落格ing 有点上瘾了, 哈哈。

今天想说的是,有些事情是注定也好,不是也好,终究是会发生的,就一定会。

好了, 我讲完了。哈哈。

好,share 一首歌。





每次看她专注的表情,都好想哭。

歌词写的再好不过了。


删掉你手机的讯息 清空你专属的抽屉
如果可以的话 多想 从来没认识过你
置身少了你的空景 何时不再触景伤情
雨滴和泪滴 总是会混在一起
你爱我 你伤我 不算什么
反正我 绝不说 我多难过
有你的我 没有你的我 往后日子都得过
你内疚 你难受 别告诉我
免得我 又搞错 当作承诺
谅解背后的颤抖 谁关心过
我不坚强 分手后不要做朋友
我不善良 不想看你牵她的手
该怎么走 就怎么走
不必那么努力演洒脱轻松
就算寂寞 分手也不要做朋友
就算宇宙 早就安排好这结果
你曾经牢牢地 在我生命里附着
我要如何去假装 我没有爱过
终于不必为你挂心 终于多点爱给自己
好过不好过 都已跟你没关系
你爱我 你伤我 不算什么
反正我 绝不说 我多难过
有你的我 没有你的我 往后日子都得过
你内疚 你难受 别告诉我
免得我 又搞错 当作承诺
谅解背后的颤抖 谁关心过
我不坚强 分手后不要做朋友
我不善良 不想看你牵她的手
该怎么走 就怎么走
不必那么努力演洒脱轻松
就算寂寞 分手也不要做朋友
就算宇宙 早就安排好这结果
你曾经牢牢地 在我生命里附着
我要如何去假装 我没有爱过
我太爱了 分手后做不了朋友
泪流干了 还洗不掉那些温柔
不要蹉跎 不要联络
就让我安安静静走完以后
我忘不了 我们曾不只是朋友
从今以后 思念再走不到尽头
你曾经紧紧地 把我拥在你怀中
我要如何去假装 你没有爱过



多一首,

孙耀威的举动简直让我融化掉。哈哈

Wednesday, 29 January 2014

Cause i feel like bloggging~


i have not forgotten this little space of mine..

And all of sudden i just have this urge to blog, weird i know. haha..

to whoever is reading this, my friend, a stranger, i want to thank you for reading this and for staying with me on this site. 

i just feel like penning down my thoughts of what has happened to me recently, and yes, i can't put down names, cause ill keep secrets to death (if i have to).And i just want to share this cause it is/was a very precious lesson learnt.

Sounds serious eh, haha..  but I'm fine,:) at least for now. and hopefully everything will be so eventually even maybe one year down the road.

How do you choose who to trust in life?

Your family, yes, definitely.

Friends?, depends on how close you are?

And what about colleagues, or even someone whom you respect a lot, like a teacher, your boss?

I guess there has always been this flaw in me that i have been reluctant to admit it. i thought that the way i am to people, will always be right. You can't be that wrong when you are using your heart to think and do stuff. My simple logic was: If you trust me, i will trust you. As simple as that.

So recently the incident that happened to me, opened my eyes. I have to learn to protect myself even more, cause you can never be sure of what other people are thinking. People act and behave differently from you, and this is something that i have to stop using my brain to think of excuses for their actions. They are not what you deem them to be. Always have that safety line of protection, before you put in your whole heart to help that particular person.

And to put it simply, it doesn't mean that when people are nice to you, you have to be 100%nice to them back, and give in to whatever requests or favours they need from you. Do not be soft-hearted, just like idiot me. zzz. I was dumb enough to trust someone wholeheartedly, when in fact when i thought back, i hardly know this person. which is f-ing scary btw. Everyone around has given me a lecture, and till to the very last minute, can you believe it, i was still nice to this person, who has been eating me inside out gradually with her thoughts, her actions, her blah blah blah, everything.

I will never look at this person ever the same way again, its impossible. And i will still be very veryx10000 wary of her. 


我应该要醒了,

Karen



Wednesday, 4 December 2013

Tree shopping and Dear Ark Boss's Bdae!


And so on Friday, i tagged along with my colleague to go over to Far East Flora to buy a Xmas Pine tree for our office!

It was my first time shopping for a ReaL pine tree and so i was uber excited and insisted that i want to tag along.



Poor tree is sold to Rachel!,

Noble Firs what a beautiful name






Our tree~~~!

Other flowers sold in Far east flora

Cute photo booth


Dear Little Snow Man

Plants that can survive in office conditions.!

Rows and rows of plants

Devil's ivy for you?

Air plants that do not require soil to grow!

Close up~

The scary ones.. haha, not allowed to touch:X altho i was very much tempted to

Close up




So many pine trees!!! waiting to be despatched to the different homes.



At night~~~~

Its Ark Boss birthday!







My phone really cannot make it in night mode zzzzz


how i feel~


好累。

可是很过瘾。

每晚睡前想到的第一件事还是一样。没变过。

Saturday, 30 November 2013

Balloon sculpting and Society of the Aged Sick


Just a few weeks ago, i have instagram-ed myself doing some balloon sculpting~





Doggie

Bunny

Bunny hat

er. combi of everything.



Did about 30++ balloons to bring it over to the Society of aged sick

Rita, the very positive lady whom i've met and talked to the most, she told me stories about her cute raccoon bear, about how it has saved lives, and what happened to her in the past.
i pray for her health and well-being, and may all good things happen to her beautiful heart!

"Beauty with a heart"



** talked to a patient who is bed-ridden and he had a clipboard and a pen with him. He was on tubes and could hardly talk... he held a ruler in his hand and knocked his bed frame to signal me over.


All over the paper i saw loads of writings from people,  he wrote to me as i stood there watching:

"你们都很美丽“

At that moment, i was just taken aback and this was really one of the best compliments i have ever gotten from someone. This is really meaningful and i could feel that he meant it.

i wrote back on the same piece of paper:

"谢谢你,你一定要天天快快乐乐, 要赶快好起来 :D“

He nodded his head and at that moment i was really very touched.

i wish that the world can be better to them, and help to lessen their pain, they are all beautiful people with a kind heart and it pains me to watch them like that..

祝你们能够早日康复!^^

This was a super amazing experience that i would not trade with anything else.***

On a side track, here's some pictures of home made oneh oneh.. which are filled with gula melaka! only traditional msia oneh has that, and i super love it~ i hate coconut oneh onehh..gula melaka is just too awesome!



Tapioca flour





We rolled them into balls and filled them up with gula melaka

we boiled them

dip them into loads of coconut flakes

Ta da!




Awesomes



Karen xx



Monday, 4 November 2013

Shortest trip to JB!



Yayyy finally had time to go into JB to visit our dear fren, Taryn, with her new born baby boy, Jared!

Decided to start off the post with a uber cute picture of baby Jared.. during our short span of about 6 hours in JB,  he fell aslp three times?hahaa.

Went over to KSL mall to visit Taryn's new porridge shop.. She also has a Shilihn Taiwan food snacks shop over at KSL 4th level too! really big lady boss now.. hahaa..


This porridge shop is conveniently located at the first level of KSL! You can see it when you step in.









Chicken slices with salted egg porridge.. yums

The Signature dish,2 big tiger prawns in yummy salted egg mixed with egg porridge.
im ald missing it. hahaha too nice la


Cute Jared is always looking around at things and people.


finally a perfect shot with him looking at the camera! too cute tooo cute



Pretty mummy taryn on the bottom right!

aww frowning whyyyyy



future good daddy to be. haahaa.






was a great catch up session with my this group of friends!

No matter how busy we are, and how many jobs we have changed, or how far apart we are, Taryn's staying in JB now, and Jessrene, another lovely lady went back to KL now, haha, we are still in contact and will always still make an effort to celebrate each other's birthday...感恩。